still envying you, while you're screaming in the background
i've come to realize something in the past 3 months, and that's that I can't lose what I have with people... the ties, the friendships, thos elong talks late at night. Overall however, I can't lose myself. The one time I think I'm down and out and want nothing more then to ditch the two friends I had left and throw away my personality, and MY life... I realized... me... i needed me and to find my true needs. The unselfish ones.... i'm sorry for those i hurt, the next post will make more sense and will be longer.