i'm getting into old sublime again (i say that like theres a new sublime), and rap more and more. it's almost as if i'm that wigger that everyone hates. my favorite song righ tnow is caress me down by sublime... if you don't know this song i suggest you download it and if you do know it i'm sure you love it.
this weekend was kind of awkward, i spent time with friends but it didn't feel right i felt like i had direction in my life and they, they were just freecaring life away. still smoking pot, not doing homework, being the bad asses that i once was. and for once in my life i saw that that's what i never had wanted to be. i always wanted to be that serious guy that knew where he was going and who he wanted in life. if you know what i'm talking about you know that as a kid it's impossible to act like that, and it feel weird from both views (yours and your friends)
that's all for now.